Currently Listening Let It Die By Feist see related

I am the girl

Who loves you inside and out

Backwards and forwards with my heart hanging out

Rain falling fast from the sky onto my head, shoulders, back, body

Spinning round and round

The little girl inside escapes

Splashing in puddles

Laughing, real hard

"It's all fun and games until someone gets Tuberculosis" he says

Our destination closed with a drug dealer outside

Let's try again

Are we in a commercial?

Success is ours :)

Spinning, dancing, singing within the streamers

Amazing.remarkable.beautiful.

Currently Playing Almost Here By The Academy Is... see related

So a serious question popped into my head today after seeing couple after cute couple come into Target today.  I seem to have everything a girl could ever want besides one thing-love.  Granted I'm young and I still have time but it's just frusterating.  Anyways, the question that made its way into my head was 'would I be willing to give up everything I have for the one thing that I don't?' I don't know if I would or could.  I'm pretty happy right now.  Who knows if I ever have to choose (I hope not).  Anyways, the whole idea doesn't sound as deep and conversational as it did in my mind.  Oh well, do what you want with it.

Work went alright, finally get to work in Starbucks tomorrow! I'm beyond excited! We have a new drink too, mint chocolate chip frappacino (made w/coffee or cream base) so come try one!!
It's so nice that everyone else is finally coming home!  I'm so glad I was in Colorado for a week, I coudln't bear waiting two weeks in Stafford with no one else.  At least I have Lindsay =)  It's funny how I go two hours away to find an awesome friend that lives like 20 minutes away. Bring on the hardcore rifle sessions! And Lifehouse!!  I finally get to see Jason Wade, I love that guy and all his sexiness!  Then the next weekend, my lovely Ryan Cabrera with my Jaja (us and Ryan are like that :)  The summer has officially begun! 

Things to look forward to this summer:

Lifehouse Concert with Lindsay and maybe other guardies
Totally kicking ass on rifle
Working at Starbucks
Ryan Carbrera with Jennifer
$1 movies on base w/Vanessa
VV and LL adventures
Marge coming in August
Cori's 21st birthday!! =)
Finally being able to read for pleasure
Working on The List
Driving the wayside with the windows down, the music up and the sunglasses on
Getting as much as a tan as a redhead can
Wearing all my cute tanks and capris
Seeing my Daisy Mae everyday!
and of course, being able to update my Xanga everyday and spend countless hours on AIM =)

You know, when you really think about all the wonderful things in your life, it makes the not so wonderful things that much easier to deal with

the countdown is on for everyone else to come home...

My week in Colorado has ended and I'm back in reality working it up Target style (I cannot wait for Melanie and Chris to get back, it's horribly boring and totally not the same w/o you guys!!) So the week cheered up after I wrote my last entry.  Plus, it was nice to sleep in til whenever and then watch movies in my PJs I haven't been able to do in...a very very very long time!  I caught up on my Disney classics (rockin the Mulan and Pocahantas) and def. caught up on my sleep which i didn't get much of the last couple weeks of school.  We still did everything we wanted to do...besides skiing but that was out of our control, they closed a month ago!  I also learned a lot about myself, where I am in life and also a lot about my sister.  First, I don't think I'm the person I want to be.  I have so many selfish thoughts and I want to kick myself.  I also suffer from lack of motivation, so many times I had planned on going to the gym and then I just didn't, which has put me in the position I am now,  I'm so sick of not being healthy anymore.  I used to be so good!  Salad and water were my favorite things to put in my mouth and although I've never been on a set exercise program I always kept busy.  I want to go back to that.  Where I am in life- what the hell am I doing with my life??  Seriously now, I know I have time to figure out the specifics but I go out to Co and Marge has her whole life planned out, she's always guaranteed a place to stay and a roof over her head as long as she doesn't royally screw everything up.  I've been thinking about the military a lot but I want to do it for the right reasons, not b/c I think it's the only way to go.  Also, I never realized how much I love Virginia.  Don't get me wrong, Co was gorgeous but they don't have any trees!  I love my dogwoods, maples and oaks, I don't know how people go w/o them.  Also, I saw another side of Marge- a more independent, grown up and artistic side.  It was really really nice!! Ok, I can't keep my eyes open any longer and I'm kinda drawn into this Craig Ferguson guy thanks to the wonderful perfect Patrick.  I'm so ADD...